reached school at 8am.
had a conflict with Bernice? den settle alr.
talk on phone with Meixuan on phone from after recess till lower sec dismissal.
after tht, left school & went up to her house.
arnd 3plus, walked over to where we sit yesterday den continue our conversation.
chat with her quite alot today :DD Haa!
Home @ 5plus. Lol!
i hate myself, i hate everything that is in my life now. fuck man!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
i dont like things which are this way now,
but i've no choice.
msg with him awhile yesterday,
it's like only quarrel will make us talk more nowadays.
seriously, i dontknow what you've said is it true & serious anot?
but once i think of what you've said yesterday,
den i tell myself if it's all true, i must be more understanding,
cant be so unreasonable, must think of your feelings.
cannot only think of myself!!! cannot only think of myself~!!!
& what you mean by " im even lost! after reading. " ?
im so 乱 now, dont even know what you thinking & doing.
Grrrr! im not going to care le, let nature take it's course,
i just want you to be happy.
meanwhile, take good care of yourself eh,
dont fall sick uh(:
(how i wish our relationship would be simple & sweet.)
; but i know it's not possible for th time being.