finally, i initiate something which i DONT bear to do it,
but i've no other way out le.
any kind souls willing to accompany me tmr?
my mood was super down now D:
Somtimes, i would rather be your friend den girlfr,
cos your friends have more of your time.
i guess no matter how much im willing to pay,
i still can't buy your precious time,
tht lil bit of time to be with me when im down,
compare to your friends.
when i needed you, i tried looking for you,
but disappointment was what i get in th end.
even a friend who's not so close to me,
can talk to me & make me feel better.
& what abt you?
i hate it, whenever we msg till halfway,
you dont even bother to reply anymore.
you just told me ; you dontknow what to reply /
serve me right, you dont pity me /
or whatever thing to make me fall,
you make me lose alot of self-confidence.
& nobody was there to pull me up from those frightful falls.
i had to climb up myself again & again.
can't you say some encouragement words to me?
it gets harder & harder for me to get back on my two feets.
whenever you msg me & say you wanna meet,
by hook or by crook i will still turn up no matter what.
but when i wanted to see you for just tht few mins,
you're too busy to get away from your things to meet up.
im sorry for saying these kind of things.