fuck life ; fuck love ; fuck everything!
everything screwed up my life,
i know you dont like it when i think too much,
you said you'll get tired if i keep thinking.
& what im thinking will happen if this carry on.
i cant possibly just stop thinking abt it.
more & more ppl is telling me abt tht thing.
what's wrong with this fucking world?
im trying very hard to ignore all these things,
act as if it doesnt bother me.
i just feel like running away from everything.
found dead on 30thSeptember?
maybe i aint a good girlfr,
never put myself in your shoe & give you problems,
making you vex & everything.
if one day you leave me,
i wont blame anyone.
im th one who cause this ending.
i feel like giving up on everything,
i seriously feel like.
maybe leaving you all will better for all of us,
so tht there wont be any problems anymore.
i guess you will be happier as there will be lesser thing for you to worry or vex on.
one day when i cant take it anymore i might say goodbye, my love ♥
but i'll still love you.
now then i realised how important you're to me.
how i wish things will be solved, & everything will be back to normal.